A Story for Mike 5
Nexis Pas
‘Mike, do come in. Let’s get you inside and in front of the fire. The calendar may say that spring is coming, but it still feels like winter, doesn’t it? I don’t know about you, but I’m ready for warmer weather. Sit down, sit down. Your customary chair is ready for you, and I have everything prepared for you. I started the fire early so that it would be nice and warm for you. You can see that the flames are already glowing white hot, down there in the centre between the logs. Let me pour you a glass of wine. I think you will like this one. It’s one of the richer Bordeaux that you favour. I trust it is to your taste. Excellent. Are you ready for a cigar yet? Perhaps a bit later? Yes, let’s wait a while before the cigars. I think that would be best. I’m so glad to see that you agree, Mike. You are learning to defer your pleasures and enjoy them more.
‘I really am pleased by the progress you have been making recently, Mike. Simply walking into the room and sitting in the chair and looking at the fire seems to trigger your trance now. Perhaps I don’t need to talk, but it gives you such pleasure to listen to me, Mike, that I am loathe to disappoint you. You find my voice so very, very pleasant, don’t you, Mike? You could listen to it forever. It gives you such pleasure to stare into the fire and sip your wine while I talk to you and take you deeper and deeper into trance. So much pleasure. Only my voice can help you experience such pleasures. And I have a special treat for you tonight, Mike. You will enjoy it very, very much. It will be a new height in pleasure for you.
‘But finish your wine first. Give it the attention it deserves. Sip it and then focus on the taste in your mouth. That’s it, roll it around and let it play over your tongue. Excellent. You are becoming much more oral, Mike. I think I can claim credit for introducing you to the world of oral pleasures. Under my tutelage, you have come to savour such pleasures, haven’t you, Mike? It is one of the many ways in which my words help your body deliver pleasures to your mind. Now swallow, feel the muscles in your throat contract and relax, Mike. Feel the wine flow into your stomach and then into your body. Helping you to relax. Helping you go even deeper into trance, the trances that bring you so much pleasure.
‘The wine makes you feel so warm, doesn’t it? It’s almost as if it kindles a fire in your body and mind, a fire like the white hot flames in the centre of the logs. The wine makes you feel so relaxed and comfortable. Your body is so relaxed and receptive. Your mind is so relaxed and receptive. The wine flowing through your veins just relaxes you so very, very deeply. The fire relaxes you so very, very deeply. You feel so free here. Free to do anything. So safe. So comfortable. So warm. So protected. So open to the pleasures that only my voice can bring you.
‘That’s it, Mike. Take another sip of wine and stare deeply into the fire. Focus on the sound of my voice. Nothing matters but my voice and what I am saying to you. It makes you feel so good just to listen to me and do what I tell you to do. Nothing brings you more pleasure than just listening to me and obeying me. You feel ready now, Mike, ready to experience the pleasures that only I can bring you. Ready to listen to me and obey. Ready to do everything that I tell you to do.
‘I am very pleased with your progress, not only with your trances but with your efforts to improve your appearance. Your body is developing nicely with all the exercises you have been doing. And it pleases me that you are so careful to remove all your hair from your body. Perhaps you would like to show me your body now. Good. I appreciate the courtesy you show by folding your clothes so neatly and placing them on that chair. I would not like it at all if you simply dropped them on the floor as you took them off. Disrobing should always be a ritual, Mike. You should always remember that you are displaying yourself for my visual pleasure. Think of yourself as a present to me. A present that you are slowly unwrapping. Unwrapping it slowly so that I enjoy it all the more. Excellent.
‘Turn around slowly. Hmm, such pale white skin, Almost like ivory. I think tonight we will wear the black jockstrap. That will bring out the contrast with your skin. White would be too bland against the present colour of your skin, and any more intense colour would overwhelm it. Good. I’m glad that you agree. You love the feel of the jockstrap against you, don’t you? It feels so good to have it enclose your cock and balls. So arousing. Even the merest tug of the fabric against your groin arouses you.
‘I have a very special present for you this evening, Mike. Help me move the chairs back a bit. We will need all the space on the rug in front of the fire. Just stare into the fire for a few moments, Mike, while I get your present from the next room. I wanted it to be a surprise for you. Just stare into the fire and focus on the flames, while I step out for just a second.
‘Excellent, Mike. I’m sorry I couldn’t wrap it. As you can see, the shape would have made it difficult to wrap. I can see that you are puzzled by my gift. But its purpose will soon become clear to you. Let me just straighten it out on the carpet so that it’s neatly aligned before the fireplace. The length of the central bar is adjustable. For now, I’m going to pull the foot piece out more than we need. I’ll adjust it to your body later. Yes, I think we are ready.
‘Now, I want you to put on these knee and elbow pads. They’ll prevent rug burn. We have to view your body as a recyclable resource, Mike. We must treat it with respect and not do anything that would prevent it from being used for our full pleasure again and again. Now, if you are ready, kneel on all fours with your body centred over the central bar. Just move forward a few inches so that your wrists are positioned over the cuffs in these cuffs. Excellent. Now just let me strap you in. It feels so good when I wrap the cuffs around your wrists and secure them, doesn’t it, Mike? You will notice that the cuffs are lined with fleece. That allows them to be securely fastened without cutting off the blood supply to your hands and feet.
‘The manufacturers of this device devoted a lot of attention to making it a pleasure machine, Mike. They want you to be able to enjoy yourself for a long time, without becoming fatigued or damaged. Now, let me adjust the central bar to your length. Raise your calves just a bit so that I can slide the ankle bar under your feet. Excellent. If you will bend your head down and look back, you’ll see that there is this knob here. When I tighten it, it will lock the sliding bar in place, so that it is nice and rigid. Now I’m going to tighten the cuffs around your ankles. Doesn’t that feel good? I know you like the feeling of security.
‘And there is another treat for you, Mike. You see I have four small padlocks. I’m going to fasten one to each cuff. Watch as I insert the curved part and push it into the hole. That little click as the lock snaps shut makes you feel so good. It echoes through your body, doesn’t it? A little twitch of pleasure. And aren’t the padlocks such shiny metal. You could stare at them for hours, couldn’t you, Mike? You can see your face in them and the reflection of the flickering flames.
‘Just relax and enjoy yourself, Mike. It is arousing to be so immobilized, isn’t it. You find it so very, very pleasurable to be displayed like this, unable to move about. I think it’s time for a cigar, don’t you? Yes, I can see that you agree. You might think that, unfortunately, in your position you won’t be able to smoke. Since you can’t raise your hands, you might think that you can’t enjoy the pleasures of smoking. But I told you that the manufacturers had thought of everything for your pleasure, Mike. If you will look down, you will see that there is a small hole in the crossbar between your wrists. This device comes with a full range of accessories. Allow me to demonstrate one of them for you, Mike.
‘Now, you see this rod. It fits into the hole in the crossbar. When I tighten this knob, it fixes it firmly in place, It won’t move. Now, this clamp can be adjusted to fit around a variety of objects of many different sizes and hold them securely in place. As you can see, it slides easily up and down the rod and can be tilted to any angle. Let’s position it here for right now. I’ll adjust it to fit in a moment.
‘I’m afraid that in your current position you won’t be able to perform all the steps in the cigar-lighting ritual that I have taught you. I’ll have to assist you. But you’ll enjoy just as much. Since this is such a special occasion, I bought some of your favourite cigars. I can see from the pleasure in your eyes that you know which ones I mean. You do so like the thick, round, long cigars, don’t you? Here, let me choose one for you. This one? No, let’s take this one. You approve, I can see. Already licking your lips in anticipation. Oh, you please me so very, very much, Mike.
‘I’ll hold it under your nose so that you can smell it. Yes, that’s right. Take a deep breath. Excellent, Mike. Now, open your mouth and lick the end of the cigar. Let’s get it ready to smoke. I’ll have to light it for you. There, it pays to buy such high-quality smokes. Don’t you agree? This has such a nice, even burn. I see you are watching the smoke rising from the end, already anticipating that first puff. Let me place it in the clamp. I’ll just tighten it enough so that it doesn’t fall out. I’ll put this ashtray here to catch the ashes. Now let me adjust the position and the tilt so that you can reach it easily. Try that. Lean forward and close your lips around the cigar and take your first puff. Excellent. It’s so arousing, isn’t it, Mike. You find smoking these big, fat, round cigars so arousing. And you can watch the smoke slowly rise from the tip of the cigar.
‘Now as you smoke, I’m going to stroke your body. You enjoy it so much when I touch you. It makes you feel so good. No matter where I touch you, it arouses you so much. Your entire body is an erogenous zone now. My touch brings you so much pleasure. It makes you so very, very aroused. You are so aroused now. The immobility, the cuffs around your wrists and ankles. Your body held imprisoned on the rug before the fire. The feel of the jockstrap against your balls and cock. The cigar in your mouth. My hands stroking your body. Could there be any greater pleasure, you might ask. You might, that is, if you could speak. But you can’t. The occasional moan, but no speech. Your mouth is better suited for other purposes. But we will get to those in time.
‘For now, I want you to focus on my fingers. Focus on my fingers as they trace the outline of your spine. Down your back, slowly down your spine to the cleft of your buttocks. Your buttocks are one of your strongest erogenous zones, Mike. You feel so much pleasure when I touch them, when I stroke them. The pleasure is so strong, so arousing. As I’m sure you appreciate, your present position spreads your cheeks apart rather nicely. It’s so easy to slide my fingers between your buttocks and touch that spot. Oh, that feels good, doesn’t it, Mike. So very, very good. So arousing. When I touch you here. Such a special spot.
‘Your cock is beginning to strain against the pouch on the jockstrap, isn’t it, Mike? Oh, that was a wonderful moan. Did you enjoy it when I cupped my palm and fingers around your balls and squeezed them? Should I do it again? Doesn’t that feel wonderful? The way that my hand brings your cock and balls so much pleasure when I rub them against the pouch of the jock strap. Even the slightest touch, the merest tracing of a fingertip down the length of your cock and around your balls, it brings you so much pleasure. And you live for it. You would do anything to experience this pleasure.
‘Notice how your pleasure increases each time you lean forward and wrap your mouth around the cigar and inhale. Notice how the smoke rises to your mind and makes you feel so very, very helpless. You know what is happening to you, and you love it. You want more and more. And the more you relax, the more submissive you become, the better your feel.
‘I’m going to put some lubricant on my fingertips, Mike. It’s a very special lubricant. It makes everything so smooth, my fingers just glide over that special spot now, don’t they, Mike. It feels ten times better now that it did before. You feel so very, very aroused, now, don’t you, Mike. You see, I can even insert my finger into you. I’m sure you’ve had a doctor do this. But it never felt so good. No, it was never as arousing as it is right now. It feels so good. You never knew how pleasurable it could be. So very arousing. So pleasurable. That’s right. Moan with pleasure, Mike.
‘You might ask yourself if you could experience a greater pleasure, Mike. Well, you are going to. You are going to experience a very special treat tonight. I have another present for you, Mike. This time it’s wrapped in a box. Here, I’ll hold it so that you can grasp the end of the ribbon and tug it. Let me take that and put it away. I know how much it would disturb you if you made a mess. Now, as you can see, it’s not a long box. Since this is the first time for you to experience this, I thought we would start with smaller ones. Later, you will work your way up to larger ones. But for now, let’s just introduce you to the pleasure.
‘So, since you can’t do it, I will unwrap the box for you and open it. Let me put it on the floor so that you can see what’s in the box. I’ll just lift off this cotton. There. Aren’t they pretty? I knew you would like them. Now, sometimes a cigar is just a cigar. At other times, it’s a phallic symbol. And now is one of those latter times, isn’t it, Mike? It’s time you learned the pleasures of the phallus directly. Time to discard symbols and move a bit closer to the real thing.
‘So, let’s remove the cigar from the holder and set it aside. I’ll have to open the clamp up a bit, well, quite a bit actually. These are moulded from life, according to the manufacturer. They are not quite skin tone, are they? I’ve never seen any that did quite get the colour right. But the texture is wonderfully lifelike. Firm yet pliable. Of course, they don’t have the right smell. You may find it a bit chemical at first, but that odour will soon go away. Now, I think that’s adjusted correctly. Lean forward and open wide. Take it into your mouth. Ok, back out. Let me fix the angle. You see, unlike the cigars, you can take the dildo deeply into your mouth. That’s right. All the way in. Doesn’t that feel good? It makes you so very, very aroused to suck on it. You enjoy sucking on it so much. That’s it. Take it all the way down your throat. Lick it. Run your tongue over it. It’s very life-like, isn’t it? The way the head is shaped, the slight curve. Now, fill your mouth with it. That feels so good. So much better than a cigar. So penetrating. Excellent. One would almost think that you have sucked a cock before, Mike. Such on the head, enjoy the pleasure of the tip of the penis between your lips. Run your tongue over the spot on the bottom side just beneath the head. Now, slowly take the entire length into your mouth and throat. Be conscious of every inch of it, the way it glides in and out of your mouth and what pleasure you get from the movement of the cock against your lips, your tongue, your mouth, your throat. Excellent, Mike, you are pleasing me very much.
‘Now, I’m sure that you noticed that the box had two dildos. Let’s put the other one to use too. You can’t see this, and you will have to take my word for it, but the central bar also has holes all the way down its length. It’s possible to insert another rod almost anywhere along its length. I’m going to fasten this rod behind your buttocks, Mike. Bear with me as I tighten it into place. There, I think that’s the right spot. I’m going to clamp the other dildo in place just behind your sensitive spot, Mike. Since this will be a first for you, I’m going to put a lot of lubricant on it. Now, lean forward and take the dildo fully into your mouth and hold that position. Just hold that position while I adjust this other dildo so that the tip just barely enters you. Excellent.
‘Doesn’t that feel good, Mike? It gives you so much pleasure. There is this electric feeling of pleasure in your anus where the dildo is penetrating you. So many people say that they are either oral or anal. But you’re both, aren’t you, Mike? You derive as much pleasure from anal penetration as you do from oral penetration. And you can control how much pleasure you get from this wonderful device, Mike. You have taken all of the dildo into your mouth, but lean backwards. As the dildo slides out of your mouth, feel the other dildo slide penetrate you. That’s it. You see, you can rock back and forth, pleasuring both ends of your body at once. It’s so arousing. You feel so good. You have never felt so good in your life. And you can’t stop. It’s addictive to feel this much pleasure. The more deeply you are penetrated, the better you feel. And the better you feel, the more you want this pleasure, this pleasure that only I can give you. You are so aroused now, Mike, and the more you obey me, the more you submit to me, the more aroused you will become.
‘Notice that you can move your buttocks from side to side and up and down, Mike. Experiment with the pleasure that you are feeling inside you. That’s it. Play with the dildos until you extract the maximum pleasure from them. Excellent, Mike.
‘All you can do right now is to listen and obey and give yourself over totally to my voice. You are helpless, completely trapped in what I am saying and what I am doing to you. You need this arousal, and you need what I am doing to you, and you will accept anything that I command in order to experience the pleasures you are feeling now. You are addicted to these pleasures. You simply need these things. Now, feel yourself surrendering to my voice. You will remember everything that I say to you perfectly, and you will obey completely and obediently because you want to feel this pleasure over and over again. And if you do not obey, you will not receive this pleasure, and you need this pleasure. You need the white fire burning inside you, you need it so very, very badly. You need my voice, my control, my commands, and you have surrendered utterly to me.
‘My words go straight into your deepest subconscious. They go there, they take up residence, and they are immediately acted upon and obeyed. You have no choice in this. You can feel my words sinking into your mind, sinking into your mind and taking control. They are taking control of you. They are destroying who you once were. They are changing you, changing you permanently. You are ceasing to be. You are becoming a possession, a piece of property. You are becoming an object to be controlled and owned by me, your master.
‘I am your master, and you are my possession. You obey me, completely, totally, utterly, loyally, obediently. You are a possession, and possessions have no choice of their own. You have no rights. You have no rights to your body, you have no rights to your mind. These things are not yours any more. They do not belong to you. Your body is intended for my use. Your mind is intended for my use, and my commands are instantly, totally obeyed. You simply obey my commands. You are my possession, and I have spoken, and my word is law for you, and you obey. You will feel compelled to obey me, always and for ever. Your body is mine to control. Your mind is mine to control, and you will obey me utterly, helplessly, compulsively, because you are my possession. You can feel this, you can feel this control sinking through your mind, sinking through your body. Your body is being taken away from you, taken away and becoming mine. Not just to play with, but forever.
‘I have this control over you. My control over you gets stronger and stronger with every word I speak. I control you. I am destroying who you once were. You have no ability to say no to your master. You have no ability to say no to me. Your mind is completely open to any suggestion that I make, because your mind is not your own. I own your mind, it is my possession. Your mind is my possession. You are my possession. You belong to your master and you obey me. You are completely and utterly helpless to disobey. It isn’t something you can choose, it isn’t something you can do. You simply exist to be controlled and used, and therefore, you will make a change in how you think. You will start thinking of yourself as simply a possession, an object, because this is what you are, and this is what you are becoming. You are not a person. You do not exist as other people do. You aren’t a person. You are simply a possession. You exist to be used and controlled. You may be used as frequently or as seldom as I desire because you have no choice in this matter. Possessions do not have choices in how they are used. Possessions just simply obey. They are helpless to do anything but obey. You cannot disobey. Your body simply obediently follows the commands of your master. It isn’t something you think about.
‘In fact, any command that I give you will be obeyed immediately. It is a compulsion that has come over you. The master has spoken, the master has commanded, and you obey instantly and for as long as the command applies, no matter what it is. Your body is for the master’s use. Your body belongs to the master. It is not yours. You own nothing. You do not own yourself, you do not own your body, you do not own your mind. These things belong to the master. They are simply the master’s to use as he chooses. You have no rights to them. You have no rights to your body, You have no rights to your mind. You are not a person, you are a possession, an object to be used, to be controlled, to be manipulated and changed in any way that is desired by your owner, by your master, by me. I have complete and utter rights to your body. It isn’t yours. I have complete and utter rights to your mind. It isn’t yours. Your body is a possession. Your mind is a possession. You are a possession. It is simply your truth. It is what you are.
‘You have stopped being a person. You have become an it, an object. An object to be used and controlled in any way that I desire. It does not matter how I use it. It does not matter at all, because it is simply an object. You are simply an object. An object to be commanded. An object to be controlled. An object to be used in any way I desire. It does not matter. Your body is simply there to be used, controlled, and commanded. Nothing more. You do not own it, you do not own anything. You are simply there to be used and controlled. You do not exist as a person. You are simply an object. An object to be controlled, to be changed, to be modified, to be used in any way that is desired, to be moulded and changed any way that is desired. You are a possession.
‘Your only desire is to serve the master, to serve, me, you have no desires other than complete obedience and submission to me. What is important is complete obedience to me. Complete and utter obedience to my will. You are an object. You are an it. You are nothing more. Your body is just an object that I control. Your mind is just an object that I control. You have no name, you have no identity other than as a possession. It is who and what you are. It is how you exist. It is how you live your life. You live to obey. You live to serve. This is what you have become and what you will always be. There is no way to change it because a possession has no choice in this. A possession has no choice at all. Your body and your mind are simply things for me to use, things for me to control. They are just simply objects for the use of your master. You are an object totally under the control of your master. You obey every command I give you instantly. You are nothing but an object. You are nothing but a possession. You exist to be used and nothing more. That is what you are.’
The man Doctor Michael Phillips knew as David Hamilton stopped talking and watched as Phillips rocked back and forth before the fire, alternately impaling himself on the dildos in his mouth and rear end. The doctor was hopelessly lost in his own pleasures, an obedient machine. Months of careful preparation and training had brought the doctor to this moment. A fitting end to the sequence of events that had begun the day he had sent Gavin to Doctor Phillips’s office to install the program that allowed files to be transmitted to the computers in his company and transcribed automatically and returned to the sender. That day when sweet, gentle Gavin had returned in tears because Doctor Phillips had mocked him, mocked him because Gavin just happened to be gay, and macho, straight Doctor Phillips couldn’t resist the temptation to use Gavin for his sport and amusement and make nasty comments about Gavin to his secretary. The day that had begun Gavin’s spiral into depression and suicide. And when, the day of Gavin’s funeral, he had made an appointment with Doctor Phillips to confront him with the results of his behaviour, the doctor had treated him as a new patient, taking his history in that smug, arrogant manner.
It had been so easy to deceive the doctor. Phillips was sure that he could see through any and every subterfuge that a patient might throw in his way to understanding. It had been so simple to create an illusory patient for the doctor to help and “cure”. So easy to feed him a subliminal program through the computer, so easy to hypnotise the doctor during David’s “sessions”. So easy to implant the suggestions that had brought Doctor Phillips to the rug before his fire. And now it was time for the final step.
‘Mike, you have never felt so much pleasure in your life as you are feeling right now. In a moment when I give the command you are going to have an orgasm. It will be the best orgasm you have ever had. Feel the pressure build within you. Every atom in your body is exploding with pleasure. Your mouth, your ass, your cock. All of them about to explode in orgasm. Now! Orgasm!’
David watched as Phillips’s body arched and writhed in his confinement. His pelvis thrust forward repeatedly as he stabbed his cock against the restraints of the jockstrap. Phillips hungrily and greedily sucked and fucked himself. David waited until the spasms had subsided and the doctor’s body slumped forward. He released the bars holding the dildos and slid them out of the doctor’s mouth and anus. He unlocked the padlocks and unfastened the cuffs.
‘Stand up, Mike. Now listen to me. Tomorrow, you will tell your secretary that David Hamilton is no longer your patient. You will erase all the files in your computer that relate to him. Then you will forget everything you know about David Hamilton. It will be as if you never had a patient named David Hamilton.
‘Soon I will dismiss you. You will not remember ever coming here. You will get dressed and return to your home. When you arrive, you will awaken from this trance. You will not remember being in a trance. You will have no memory of what happened to you tonight or any of the other nights that you came here. When you return home and awaken, you will suddenly become aware that you are wearing a wet jockstrap, a jockstrap that is sodden with your own cum.
‘You will not remember why you are wearing a jockstrap or why it is filled with your cum. You will know only that it is the last ejaculation that you will ever have in your life. You will never cum again. The only way that you can experience sexual pleasure from now on is by sucking another man’s cock, by being fucked by another man’s cock. And you will need sexual pleasure. You can’t live without sexual pleasure. At least once a day, you must suck a cock. At least once a day you must be fucked by a cock. You can’t help yourself. You are addicted to cock. And it disgusts you. You hate the smell of them, you hate the taste of them, you hate the feel of them inside you, but you can’t stop sucking them. You can’t stop offering yourself to anyone who will fuck you. Every time you suck a cock, you will feel more pleasure than you have ever felt in your life, and it will disgust you. Every time you are fucked, you will feel more pleasure than you have ever felt in your life, and it will disgust you. But you won’t be able to stop. You are a slut, and you can’t stop being one.
‘Now get dressed.’