My Friends Are Not What They Seem
To the average person, Kevin seemed like the most typical of typical college guys. He liked a good time, skipped a few classes here and there, and seemed to try hard to get good grades. But Kevin had a lot more going on that most saw.
He never had a decent network of friends, though while not a popular or well known guy in high school and in college, those that knew him liked and respected him. Kevin was seemingly typical in other ways too for a guy in college these days. Sexual desires were on the high, he wanted to be at least partially in shape for looks and health, and he was discovering thoughts and feelings and attitudes he didn’t consider before.
He always thought he would like girls but college his first year at the community college just didn’t work out for him in that regard. Was he not trying hard enough to date someone? He did always want a close bro friend or two to be open with and be a jock type with. Talk smack, feel comfortable around naked, maybe even just please each other for the heck of it. His thoughts about getting a guy friend made him seriously wonder—maybe he liked guys? He was always jealous of good looking, fit, and popular dudes because he never was one and wanted to be like one.
He felt switching schools for his sophomore year would bring new experiences, new friends, and maybe some inner peace and clarity. He chose a college 100 miles away in a depressed area because the room and board was cheaper, the scholarships were good for transfers, and if not much was around, he’d have to focus on making some friends. Kevin thought maybe by making a few new, cool, hip, sexy friends he could get to know the secrets of those friends who were having more success in the areas he lacked and thus could be a better person. The first step though was move in day.
Kevin ran up the stairs to his dorm room to meet his new roommate. All Kevin knew was his name: John. Kevin opened the door quietly, and saw the most beautiful blond guy he’d ever seen: Blond, 6′1″, masculine and toned, reading a textbook.
“Hey man,” the guy said excitedly, “I’m John!”
“Kevin,” he replied, trying to hide the erection forming in his pants. John was exactly the type of guy he wanted to be.
“Hey, man,” John said, firmly shaking Kevin’s hand. “Good to meet ya! Can’t wait to show you around!”
John started taking Kevin’s boxes, and moving them into the dorm room. Kevin was floored by John’s willingness to jump in and help.
“I know it’s heavy,” Kevin began, before John took it, light as a feather, over his shoulder, and started putting things up. “We can lift it…together.”
Kevin just stood almost motionless in the door jam trying not to look at John’s perfect bubble-butt, but couldn’t help glancing at the two perfect, round buttocks that made up John’s ass. He quickly moved the rest of his stuff in the hallway into the dorm room and closed the door shut.
John continued to move the items wherever Kevin told him with efficiency and almost no effort. He didn’t seem to even break a sweat. But it was Kevin who started to sweat. He watched John go all over the room moving his stuff barely saying a word. He tried to mind his own unpacking business but couldn’t help peeking over at his new roommate.
John started putting things away for Kevin, putting up books and things.
Kevin stared at John in lust, as he watched John flex his muscles… so smooth and effortless. John turned around and smiled. Even his face looked almost too perfect. Kevin blushed at the thought… and the thought about all the things he wanted to do with John. “Uh, I guess you don’t have to help…” Kevin said shyly. ”Nah, Dude,” John said, walking by Kevin. Kevin slyly got a whiff of John. Smooth, with a slightly citrus scent. It wasn’t sweat… John didn’t seem to sweat at all! He seemed so perfect, so polite, and so… well, hot! But it all seemed a little weird. Kevin was caught in a trance and was now unknowingly staring at his roommate.
John turned around, barely seeming to notice Kevin’s frequent stares at him. “You alright, bro?”
“Uhm, yeah,” Kevin said, a little embarrassed, “Wow, is it hot in here?”
John smiled, with a smile so gentle it almost made Kevin’s heart melt. “Nah, man… in fact, it’s cooler here than in the other floors. The bros in the building like it this way!”
Kevin and John were just finishing putting the last items away when Kevin noticed it was already 11pm.
“Man,” Kevin said, trying to hide his hard on, “is it 11:00 already?”
“Is it?” John said, with a wink. “I’m not even tired!”
“Yeah,” Kevin said, getting hot, “you don’t look it!”
Indeed, John didn’t look exhausted at all, or even tired. He looked just as great, neat, and perfect as when they had just met!
“Well, I’m going to get changed for bed myself,” said Kevin, wondering how he would carefully change into pajamas without revealing his hard on. “Going to bed yourself too man?”
“Yeah, I guess so,” John said almost disappointingly. He reached into his closet, took some bathroom items and went down the hall.
Kevin used the opportunity to make a quick change and hop in bed before John returned and could more easily see his semi hard on at this point. Yet Kevin started to wonder already about the future. He couldn’t keep this game going the whole academic year, heck his whole college career at this school. He may just have to tell John a little more.
John re-entered at that moment, re-closed the dorm door, put his stuff down back where it was and then turned and looked at Kevin.
“First night as roomies huh? I’m excited to be your roommate man!” John said with a big and friendly grin.
John ripped off his shirt, exposing his shiny, hairless, and solid built pecs and well defined six-pack abs. Kevin lusted after him, and started involuntary stroking himself at the mere sight of John getting changed.
After undressing down to his underwear, John, without saying a word, walked over and lay next to Kevin on his bed, and began spooning him. John felt different than Kevin thought he would… he felt so cold, so solid. Yet he felt good, at least to Kevin.
“So dude...I get the sense you may want to tell me something. I could hear the fairly quiet but rhythmic movement coming from your direction when I was getting changed,” John said, staring at Kevin right in the face.
It was awkward for sure, but Kevin didn’t know how to react. He felt busted and embarrassed, yet turned on by John’s smooth and calm toned question to him, yet he was hard as a rock looking at John’s facial and body features while he was dressed only in his underwear.
“John...you do look...amazing,” Kevin got out with a gulp. John’s face went from attentive and almost cold to a pleasant almost fake smile as he cocked his head to the side. “Thanks Kevin!” John raised his right arm and gave it a flex. “I look pretty good don’t I?”
His biceps were defined and beautiful. They inflated and deflated with a regularity that, ironically, turned Kevin on. Even John’s gentle, perfect smile, his beautiful pearl-white teeth, and his flirtatious winking.
“I guess if I’m honest dude, I’ve...I’ve...never seen someone as good looking as you in my life.” Kevin subconsciously reached out and felt John’s pecs, a part of his abs before laying a light hand on his face. He instantly snapped out of it when John’s face gave an unexpected random twitch and he pulled away not knowing what happened, but very embarrassed.
John twitched mildly. “Error,” he said, suddenly. Then he smiled again. Kevin cringed a little. It was both creepy… and hot!
“I’m so sorry dude! I’m a horrible roommate,” Kevin said starting to cry. “I’m totally creeping you out and I should’ve at least talked to you first about me. Please! Please still be my roommate! Please be my friend! Please help me make friends!”
John got off of Kevin’s bed and sat down at the edge of his own bed, right next to Kevin’s. “Its okay Kev! Talk to me dude. Whatever you want to tell me! You can trust me,” John said as he slowly grew a warm smile on his face.
“Well...I don’t know. I grew up and was always attracted to girls. But then I was bullied in high school by all of the jock and popular guys and it really hurt me. To make matters worse, I never really had any close guy friends to hang out with or talk to so part of me was angry, another part was envious as to how because they were sporty and good looking they got all the girls, and another part of me felt like I was helpless and I grew to want control,” said Kevin fairly quietly holding back some tears.
John continued to sit with a head tilt and a smile caring smile in all his hunky glory looking right at Kevin. It seemed like he was barely even moving as Kevin spoke.
“So I started to wish I was like those guys—have close friends like them, look like them, have control over them so I could feel better about myself. I guess this is really personal, but...no, I won’t say that for tonight. You get the point,” Kevin said now looking up right at John.
“So part of me sees you as one of those jocks and another part sees you as potentially one of my first close guy friends on this campus. And I really want you to like me and be my friend and also, I guess, allow me to release these built up emotions I’ve felt. Does...that help explain?” asked Kevin, now starting to shed a tear.
John’s gentle smile melted Kevin’s heart, as he leaned in closer to John. John seemed to stiffen up suddenly, but then suddenly came back to a relaxed pose.
“Kev, it’s totally fine. I’m so glad you told me. I’m friends with a lot of really cool and fit jocks on campus, so I’m going to help get you some friends and dispel that notion that those guys like me are all mean to you,” John said as Kevin gave a boyish little nod yes.
“Now, I can’t speak for the others on this, but for me, action is action if you get what I’m saying,” John started to say as his smile grew wider and his smooth voice made everything sound amazing.
“I don’t like broadcasting what I do in my private life to the world, but if you ever want to feel my pecs, rub my abs, give a little kiss, or even jerk me off, I’m totally cool with it. I like to get off sometimes too and its always better if someone else...especially a friend...does it. To be honest with you, I love the praise and attention. So...does that work for you?”
Kevin stared at John in near disbelief. His member started to grow again and he didn’t know what to do. John’s head quickly tilted to the side like a dog and repeated his question. “Does that work for you?” It almost sounded like a faint hum was filling in the silence in the room but it was unclear where it was coming from.
“Oh, yes yes dude. I’m just...really floored by your coolness and acceptance of the whole thing. And your...offer I guess I’ll call it...is...not expected,” Kevin finally got out.
John winked at Kevin, and said, “Its my pleasure bro. Thanks for being my roommate. We’ll have a great year I know it!” With that, he made his pecs bounce, lifted up an arm to flex it, and gave a sexy smile towards his roommate.
Kevin reached out and couldn’t help but feel his roommate’s body. His skin felt real but it was so shiny looking, like brand new plastic shining in the sun.
While one hand was feeling up John, Kevin slowly put his other hand down his pants, and started rubbing. To Kevin’s surprise, John then pulled down his underwear revealing his full self, and his slowly growing penis, and started jerking off in front of Kevin.
“Don’t worry, bro, John said, with a gentle smile, “when you’re as perfect as I am, it’s easy to jerk off!”
“Man,” Kevin said, “I guess so!”
John briefly got up, his cock still erect, and gave Kevin a bear hug. “Wanna join me?”
Kevin felt his own package nervously. “I’m not as perfect as you…”
“Yeah, I know,” John said, smiling and laying back down, “but you can watch and feel my perfection! It’s what I’m built for!”
“Uh, ok,” Kevin said, lying next to John on the small bed.
“Oh, man,” Kevin said, losing himself in John’s arms, “You feel so… smooth!”
“I know it, dude,” John said slyly, “try me!”
Kevin snuggled closer into John’s perfect six-pack abs, as John lightly kissed Kevin’s neck. Kevin kissed John back shyly.
“I’ve never done this before,” Kevin whispered.
“Hey man, I get it,” John said with a bright smile, “I can be a gentle lover.”
He grabbed Kevin’s package, and started gently fondling Kevin’s balls.
“I can play with this,” John said.
As John played with Kevin’s balls, Kevin’s cock got harder and harder.
“I love this,” Kevin said, losing himself in John’s masculine arms.
“Hmm,” Kevin moaned, “Does every guy feel like you?”
“Nope,” John said proudly, “Just me!”
“Oh yeah,” Kevin sighed, “I believe it!”
John went down on Kevin, kissing Kevin’s body as he went down.
Kevin sighed and pushed John’s blond head down on him.
John tongued Kevin’s cock, carefully and methodically.
Kevin grabbed the sheets, thoroughly enjoying himself as John sucked Kevin’s dick, his mouth forming a perfect vacuum around Kevin’s cock.
Kevin couldn’t believe he had missed this all his life, and his roommate was doing this to him!
“Oh, God,” Kevin moaned in satisfaction, as John continued to lick and suck.
“I love this,” Kevin yelled, as he heaved his sweaty, hot cock in John’s mouth.
John smiled, but continued to suck hard on Kevin.
“Oh, God,” Kevin breathed heavily as he started to cum into John’s mouth, “Oh God!”
Soon, he released all his fluid into John, as John seemingly took it all in and then wiped his mouth.
“Finished there bud?” John said with a big smile, his face still somehow almost glowing.
”Oh, yeah,” Kevin said, collapsing on the bed, “you really are perfect!”
Kevin grabbed John tightly in a passionate hug. John felt so solid, so firm, so shiny, yet soft. Kevin never got this far with anyone, let alone someone as attractive and as new as his roommate, but it all seemed better than what he even imagined it would be.
Kevin just wasn’t sure what John really thought of him. It was only day 1 but it seemed John kept that same gentle smile, and the same even, happy tone. Compared to other guys Kevin had dealt with, John just seemed so different. Kevin loved it, and he loved John as his new roommate and for sure as a close friend, but there was no denying John was…different.
“I’d better get some sleep,” John said, hugging Kevin tighter, “I’ve got a big day tomorrow and I’m watching some of my friends play baseball!”
“You are friends with guys on the baseball team?” Kevin said surprised.
“Yeah,” John said calmly, “they’ve never lost a game this season!”
“Never?” Kevin said in shock, “that’s pretty good!”
“It’s great,” John said excitedly, “We’re all perfect I guess you can say!”
“I know you’re perfect,” Kevin sighed, “I bet your friends are perfect too,”
“Oh yeah, dude,” John laughed, “We’re all perfect!”
John started to massage himself. “I get hot just thinking about my friends,” he said with a wink.
“Really?” Kevin said… partially creeped out, and partially turned on.
“Oh, yeah,” John said, moving his hands gently into his pants, “they’re all different… but all the same.”
“Yeah?” Kevin said, intrigued.
“Oh yeah,” John said seductively, “there’s Zach, Russ, Tony…”
As John went on, Kevin couldn’t help but think he was just naming names from some list in John’s head. It was confusing and a little odd.
Kevin couldn’t help it...he was too turned on. He walked up to John and started massaging John’s massive and toned arms.
“You like that, Dude?” John asked curiously.
“Yeah,” Kevin said gently, “I like it a lot.”
Kevin was scared but decided to take a risk…and started to gently kiss John, first on his arm, then on his cheek. John had already opened himself up more than Kevin’s wildest dreams so he felt uneasy, but yet it made sense to just give it a shot. He said he liked attention both ways so… Kevin closed his eyes and kissed John gently again—this time once on the lips.
Kevin opened his eyes, to see John standing there…blinking. Suddenly he smiled. “Man, that was great!”
“Really?” Kevin said, delighted and surprised.
“Oh yeah,” John said, grabbing Kevin (a little tighter than he’d like), “Better than I thought!”
John grabbed Kevin and drew him in.
“Dude,” Kevin said in shock, “are you ok?”
“Yeah man,” John said with a smile, “I’m not really programmed that way, but…”
He kissed Kevin again.
“I just… I haven’t…” Suddenly John paused. “I can’t. Error. Help.”
“You… what?” Kevin said, starting to back off nervously.
“I just…Gay, straight...not programmed…”
John’s head started bobbing from side to side as he seemingly did not notice Kevin creeping toward the door.
“Error, Error,” John said, staring straight ahead and moving his head back and forth, and walking backwards into a wall, the wall crushing around his massive built body.
“John,” Kevin said nervously, “is something wrong?”
Suddenly John stopped, stood up and smiled. “Nope,” he said brightly. “Nothing wrong here!”
“Let’s get your stuff moved in here,” John said, slapping Kevin (hard) on the back.
“Uh, ok,” Kevin said nervously.
“I can’t wait to have you meet my friends! They’re the best!”
“They are?” Kevin asked, suddenly feeling better.
“Oh sure,” John said ecstatically. “there’s Zach, Russ, Tony…”
“I get it,” Kevin said, stopping John cold. John seemed to repeating his list of friends, in the exact same way… it seemed strange and recorded. But Kevin dismissed it immediately, especially since John looked so hot in his underwear.
“So, Yeah,” Kevin said slyly, “it’s getting late…”
“Oh yeah, man,” John said enthusiastically, “and we both need to rest and recharge!”
“Exactly,” Kevin said… “Hey John. Would you mind if I rest… with you?”
“Aw, man,” John sighed, “Sure! Come here!”
Kevin slowly moved into John’s waiting embrace. John seemed so warm, and yet… there was something different about him.
He seemed so firm, yet there was no audible heartbeat. His body looked perfect, but his pecs seemed almost like two perfect squares. He looked almost like a doll, as he wrapped his arms slowly around Kevin and quickly closed his eyes. Kevin couldn’t hear any snoring, but John was definitely fast asleep.
Kevin started to fall asleep in John’s embrace, and wondered what was going to happen the next day.
A few days later, but right before classes started, Kevin was alone in his dorm room doing work when John busted through their door with a lot of energy.
“So Kev, you gotta meet my college friends bro! They’re at a baseball game right now and I want you to come with me!”
So Kevin and John walked across campus to the baseball field but by the time they arrived, the game was halfway in progress. At the end of the game, John escorted Kevin down the bleachers to a little grassy area right outside the home team’s bullpen.
Suddenly, a squeak of a door was heard and out walked a small parade of guys—all wearing their tight fitting athletic wear on their way back to their dorms to shower and head to dinner. Before Kevin could really get a good look at them, a large group of players all recognized John and started heading over to where we were.
They moved lack a pack of wolves, all staying close to one other but always checking and observing their surroundings. It was obvious they were anxious to leave the field and hit the showers but they must’ve been close enough to John that he was worth a quick detour to see him.
There were so many hot guys on the team but it was clear that the team leader was a shorter, very built guy with broad shoulders and a shaved head. That’s who at least was heading straight for us, namely John, with a big grin on his face.
“John John!” the guy said, giving him a firm high five handshake that turned into a bro hug.
“Josh my man! You did great out there!” John said. “I know you all gotta run, but meet my new roommate Kevin. He needs some friends and I recommended you guys would be a great place to start!”
Josh turned and looked at Kevin on a dime, keeping the same excited expression he had just shown towards John.
“Well hey there Kevin and welcome to campus!” Josh said, extending his arm out for a handshake. As Kevin shook Josh’s hand, he was surprised how strong the grip was and also that his hand was not sweaty in any way.
“Thanks,” Kevin said a bit shyly. Josh gave a quick nod of his head and the rest of the team started to walk away towards the center of campus.
“Well Kev, feel free to drop by our house at some point. We like to hang out, chat, and have a great time. Friends of John are friends of ours,” Josh said, then giving a weird wink over to John. “Adios fellas!”
Soon, Kevin and John left the baseball stadium for what Kevin thought would next be the cafeteria. Instead, they made a detour and Kevin followed John into the college fitness facility. Kevin followed John best he could as he seemingly sprinted up the two flights of stairs to a very modern looking space with weights, treadmills, and other equipment, as Kevin struggled to keep up behind him.
When he exhaustedly made it to the top of the stairs, John was standing there as if he hadn’t done a single thing. He simply pointed out to Kevin two guys at the far end of the gym. One was shirtless and running on a treadmill and the other in a wrestling uniform and lifting some heavy weights.
Kevin couldn’t necessarily see their faces or their bodies, but just from a distance, he was already intrigued. John wrapped his arm around Kevin and they slowly walked through the gym towards where they were.
“Hey guys!” John called out. Both guys stopped what they were doing and turned to face John and Kevin.
Kevin, at first tired and out of steam, lightened up suddenly when he saw two the guys. Muscled. Toned. Tanned. Total jocks. Pearly white smiles. And somehow, not a drop of sweat on them even though they seemed to be working their tails off.
“Kevin, this is Zach,” as John pointed to the wrestling outfitted guy, “and this is Sean,” as Sean outstretched his hand to shake Kevin’s.
“Hey dude!” both seemed to say in unison. Their voices were so manly too as Kevin was taken aback.
“Hey,” Kevin could just say sheepishly. “Hope John and I didn’t interrupt you…”
“Nah, no problem!” said Zach. “I needed a quick break anyway. And if anyone is a friend of John’s, they are certainly a friend of mine.”
Kevin appreciated the compliment but he was more focused on looking at the two new friends he apparently just made.
Zach was tall, muscular, had dark hair, and had a clean-cut All American look. Zach’s wrestling uniform was tight fitting, blue, and hugged his tight but well-built body.
Sean was wearing loose fitting gym shorts and Nike sneakers. He had very toned biceps and triceps, a slim cut body, broad shoulders, six pack abs, and the perfect pecs—not too large but not compact either.
John interrupted Kevin’s trance by speaking up.
“Well, Kev and I better get going and leave you guys to finish your workouts,” John said in such a laid back and cool way. “But hang out with my dude Kev here. He’s a great guy!”
“Sure!” both Sean and Zach seemed to once again say at the same time. They both smiled a grin a little too enthusiastically than Kevin had ever seen these other types of guys ever smile before. But he just made two more friends and was thankful to John for it.
They quickly left the gym but the images of the two new friends Kevin just made was etched into his mind.
The next day, Kevin started his classes. He looked over and saw a familiar sight. His friend Anthony, a close friend since high school, was in the same class as he was!
Anthony was a few years older than Kevin, but somehow he always looked great. He was tall, had short black hair, smooth pale skin, a decent upper body for a guy who didn’t work out, and a sense of professional class in all he did. He even always seemed to dress like a TV journalist—suit, tie, gel in hair—the whole bit. Somehow in a weird way, Kevin wasn’t surprised they were both in the same class. If he was going to run into anyone he knew, it would’ve been Anthony.
“Oh hey,” Kevin said slyly, trying to keep his cool, As he worked his way next to Anthony, “fancy seeing you here!”
“Oh, hey Kev!” Anthony said brightly, “glad to see you here!”
“Yeah, I know,” Kevin said, shyly. His heart melted as he watched Anthony smile at him. Even that was perfect as he had bright white teeth, a picture perfect smile, and sparkling eyes. Everything seemed in place the way you’d want—for a model!
Anthony smiled briefly, but as soon as the lecture started, Anthony seemed intent… listening to every word. Kevin knew Anthony was determined to be a great TV Reporter, so he sighed and just let Anthony focus, completely at attention.
After class ended, Kevin collected his nerves and decided to ask Anthony for coffee to catch up and rekindle an old friendship.
“It’s been awhile,” Kevin said brightly, “but I’m glad to see you’re doing well!”
“Yeah, man, really well,” Anthony said, showing off a solid gold wedding ring.
“Oh man,” Kevin said, happily, “congratulations!” Kevin tried to hide his disappointment that Anthony wasn’t gay, and that he had already met someone, probably a gorgeous wife.
“Yeah,” Anthony said dreamily, “she’s perfect. It was an experiment at first but…” he looked at his ring, “I really love her now.”
“Oh wow,” Kevin said (in a way that he hoped wouldn’t show too much jealousy), “Congratulations!”
“Well, she should be congratulated,” he said,“I’m just the lucky one!”
“What do you mean,” Kevin said, laughing, “you were the star quarterback, straight-A student…” (and the best looking, he thought to himself)
“Yeah, thanks,” Anthony said, rubbing his ring, “but I was missing something… and what I was missing was a wife!”
“Hey, Anthony,” Kevin said shyly, “have you noticed something here?”
“Like what?” Anthony said with a smirk on his face.
“I don’t know,” Kevin said, looking into his coffee, “everyone here is so...perfect.”
Anthony looked at him. “You mean… perfect, like me?”
“Well, maybe,” Kevin said meekly.
“Perfect like me,” Anthony repeated in the same way.
“Yeah,” Kevin said laughing uncomfortably, “don’t rub it in!”
“Perfect like me,”Anthony repeated, “Perfect… per… per… perfect…”
“Anthony,” Kevin said in shock, “are you ok?”
Anthony winked out of sync twice before stating, “I’m fine, fine…” Anthony said.
Then Anthony held out his hand to shake, and turned around and walked off.
“That’s so weird,” Kevin said to himself, as Anthony marched off.
Anthony did wind up apologizing to Kevin shortly thereafter and they became close friends and classwork mates, helping each other out.
Over the next few months, John’s friends quickly became Kevin’s friends and Kevin was pleased to have a variety of guys to drink with, play games with, or just chat to about whatever he wanted. Meanwhile, Kevin took full advantage of his roommate John and his openness to do almost whatever. They too became close friends and Kevin was forever grateful for the friendship and camaraderie he had with John. Maybe this place wasn’t so bad after all.