Using Tim
The Therapist
Miko was a beautiful third generation Japanese American woman. She had caring soulful eyes with a soft gentle smile, and silky jet black hair. Tim had starting seeing her to deal with his sexual dysfunction caused by years in an abusive relationship. His problem was that sex no longer aroused him. There was no passion. Instead feelings of love, nurturing, and caring left him erect with no hope of obtaining orgasm. Despite his many attempts at masturbating for hours all that was left was sexual frustration.
Miko was very kind to him. They had bonded during therapy and truly enjoyed each other’s company. And yes, he had feelings for her. And yes, her soft lips, and her gently rounded breasts, and her subtly sexy dress, did not go unnoticed or unappreciated by Tim.
Miko was happily married, and a consummate professional who would not have sex with clients. She did have feelings for Tim—slightly sexual ones like Tim had for her. But it was her job to get Tim well again, without falling down that slippery slope that she needed to avoid.
Yet, it was difficult. She had been using hypnotherapy to try to spark the passion in Tim once again.
For Tim’s part, it was not as if he didn’t notice the gentle curve of her calf, and the lace in her bra. He noticed the way her pinstriped skirt fit. And he relished laying on her couch when she had that skirt on, and seeing her inner thighs, and her panties outline her private anatomy. He felt stirrings, but yet no passion.
She had hypnotized Tim repeatedly over the many months he had been her patient—initially to deal with some addiction fueled by anxiety. Then to explore his abuse. He had a partner who was angry and abusive in bed, so much so that he developed anxiety over having sex. That manifested into him avoiding sex altogether. But he loved his abuser. Yet he became more and more insecure in the relationship. This led him to feeling needy for the most basic types of physical affection—holding his partner, hugging her, having her run her hands through his hair, etc. . Eventually as the relationship failed further he developed fears of abandonment.
So his emotional neediness and anxiety outweighed passion and desire. And that wasn’t what Tim wanted. He had loved sex. It previously had relieved his anxiety and made him happy. Now the exact opposite was true.
Miko tried to get him to explore the trauma and let it go. He would relive sex with his abusive ex under hypnosis. He would try to understand her demons and internalize that it was not something he could control. He would have to set his boundaries. But more difficult was letting go of her and subconsciously accepting that he had to let go of the loss of her love. Overcome his fears of emotional abandonment.
While he was hypnotized felt at peace when Miko accompanied him in his hypnotic journey that session. It was a difficult journey that he was not ready to go on alone.
Miko was kind, thoughtful, understanding, and gentle—the polar opposite of the woman who had traumatized him. So it was not out of the question that he grew to love her. Outwardly- consciously he suppressed it. He was in denial of his feelings for an unavailable woman.
His subconscious betrayed him though. During hypnosis sessions he would get obviously aroused. But Miko didn’t want to traumatize him so she didn’t mention it to him after the sessions. However, when his breathing became shallow, and his face became a bit flushed, and his bulge ever so slowly grew, she became admittedly week, and aroused herself. Sometimes she would fantasize about Tim while having sex with her husband, who she truly loved. She would see Tim’s face, and she would imagine it was Tim buried between her legs pleasuring her, or his penis inside her as she was on top with her husband.
Unfortunately, Tim had hit a roadblock in his therapy. He transferred his sexual dysfunction from his ex to Miko. He loved her, and that was still his only point of arousal. He had no passion for her. He also knew that if Miko would help him enough, then their relationship would end. He couldn’t stand losing her, and just the thought depressed him and made him even more emotionally needy. He feared losing Miko as his companion in his hypnotic dreams, even though some part of his subconscious kept flashing her inner thighs, and even her crotch, trying to break through with the passion he for so long suppressed. He was getting aroused in his hypnosis sessions, multiple times, for extended periods—leaving so much semen he would afterwards wonder whether he had actually cum, but none of it was the result of sexual desire.
Miko wanted to help him. She really did, but it was difficult for her. She didn’t want to cross professional lines. She could trust Tim though. But then there was her husband. There would be no affair though. It was limited to a purely therapeutic relationship. She, too, had her own inhibitions. It was not in her nature to open herself up—expose herself, her passion. But she admitted to herself that she desired Tim. And being an object of his desire excited her, as well. It came down to just wanting to help Tim go on an be able to have good and healthy relationships with someone other than her. So she proceeded.
The session finally began. Tim went under quickly and easily. After so many sessions Tim knew her well enough and trusted her emphatically. Frankly, he was well trained to respond to her. Some would say, putty in her hands. She couldn’t say that the power over him wasn’t a rush. It was an irresistible feeling. Yet, she thought to herself, “Oh my God, I can’t believe I’m actually going through with this. Well, it’s too late to go back now. I can do this! I know I can. Here goes nothing. God, I hope this works.”
And so it began.
“Tim, remove your clothes. Now lay down.”
Miko sat down on her office chair. With just a small coffee table between her and Tim’s face she started to slowly part her thighs.
“Tim, look between my legs”, as she started to caress her inner thighs and slowly hike her pinstriped skirt up.
“You want to feel my thighs. You want to run your hands slowly up my skirt. I am your slutty whore. I am an object you desire to fuck. Look at my panties. Feel the desire welling inside you. You want to see my pussy.”
With this she clunked her high heels upon the coffee table—spreading her legs wide.
“There. Now see the outline of my pussy against my panties? You want me. You want to fuck me. I’m your sex object. You have no feelings for me except that you want to fuck me more than anything else in the world, and that arouses you. It makes you hornier than you’ve ever been before.”
At this point she slides the panties up to her knees and then down to her ankles, and then flicks them off to the floor.
“Look at my beautiful shaved pussy. You want that. You desire that. All you can think about is how much you want to fuck that. Now go ahead and reach down and grab your hard on—squeezing it, teasing it, feeling my voice wash over you blank and empty brain giving you all kinds of pleasure. Your fingers are tighting around the shaft. Pulling it up, and pushing it down. Up and down. Up, down. Yes, just like that. You pull from the base, all the way up to the tip. Making your cock weep with pre cum. It feels so good. You are so very hard. Look at how wet my pussy is. Watch me rub my clit for you. I am your sex object. You want me. You desire me. You are hornier than you have ever been before. Pump your cock faster. Very good! Fuck your fist. Your hips are pushing up. Your hand is gliding up and pushing down in rhythm with your hips. Your hips are timed to fuck your fist. Sliding up and down. Up and down. Getting hornier. Harder. That sweet spot feels so good. Up, down, up down. That spot feels so very, very good. See my soaked fingers rubbing my pussy just for you. You want to cum so bad. There you go. You need to come so bad. Faster! Up down. Up, down. There we gooo... You need to come really bad now. I am going to count down from from 5 to 1. When I reach one you will come so very hard. It will be the best orgasm you ever had—looking at me masturbating my hot wet pussy just for you. 5-4-3-2-1 you are coming! You are coming hard! you’re coming for my beautiful hot wet pussy. Give me all of it. Yes! Now you will want that wonderful orgasm. When you think of my pussy from now on you will remember how horny you were just now and how good that orgasm felt, and how much you want to fuck and cum. You will think about my pussy each night in bed and you will become aroused and full of passion and masturbate to the image of my pussy. And you will cum, and it will be glorious, and you will anticipate doing it again as soon as you can. Now clean yourself up and put your clothes back on.”
Miko works on getting herself back together as well.
“You will not remember a thing about our session. All you will know is we had a nice chat, and you feel much better, and I’m a wonderful therapist. You will wonder why you are fixated on a dream about my pussy, but it is just a dream of your imagination that will pop up in your mind frequently, but that’s ok, and normal for a regular sexually active male. Ok, now, I will count down from 3, and you will wake up, wide awake and refreshed and energized. 3,2,1 Wide awake!
“You responded very well to my instructions. My secretary will confirm our next session together as usual. I hope you commute isn’t too bad today! See you soon!”